Thursday, 8 September 2011

Taking The Initiative

I have to be quick this B&B place only has wired Internet. (There’s a good indicator of a lack of civilisation for you.) Plus the power seems to be, what’s the word? Temperamental

Oh this is something very, very, very, very stupid.

It feels sort of great though. Exhilarating to be actually doing something. Something other than what I’m told. Something other than legal too, most likely. Although I’m not sure they have laws for this exact kind of thing. (Either way I’m probably going to be in a lot of trouble.)

And I nearly got shot again.

This is the most crazy thing I've ever done. When I think of it though, this feels like the only thing I have ever done. I mean on my own initiative, by myself. I don't think I have made a decision this drastic since I decided to move to the city...

...and since then I have been kidnapped, exposed to dangerous chemicals, been attacked by criminals, had my DNA forever altered, had my shoulder dislocated, had my heart broken two, no, three times, been put in many other forms of serious danger and I've been shot. (Oh this isn't going to end well is it.)

I think I’ve done the right thing. I mean what was I supposed to do just let them lock him up forever or worse even kill him? No I’ve done the right thing.

Oh please let this have been the right thing.